15th May 2015
"Everything is about only one subject - connection, and its polarity - disconnection.
Every human condition we have ever seen is because you are disconnected and feel lost. From being lost, you develop thought patterns of limitation and not enough - from material possessions and money to self value.
At the beginning of your physical journey, you were born in unconditional love, fully connected and knowing who you are. You would smile and connect with everyone. You would even smile at the dirty homeless guy because you could see the potential in him. Other beings through their feelings of loss and disconnection taught you about danger. The more you recognized their fear and heard their stories, you began to feel it too, and your journey away from yourself began.
It is really simple to find your connection again, and it is really easy to stay there. First you have to remember how it feels, and then you have to choose to experience it every day, and then for every moment in every day… But the part that you find so difficult, is integrating others into the equation. It seems as if they just make you lose it! The thing to remember is that others are not your work. You are your work. If others ‘make’ you lose it, its because you have agreed with their message, and it amplifies their disconnection and then you become disconnected too..
It is important to listen to another through your connection, not through your disconnection. If you remain in your connection whilst listening to even the most scary story, you will be able to recognise that it is the experience of the other in their disconnection, and although you can be gentle with them, it won’t spit you out of your connection.
You had a revelation about people not knowing what they want. It was that people DO know what they want but don’t believe they deserve it. Through their ‘lostness’ they are living the life they believe they deserve. If that is you, how does that feel? Do you deserve more? Of course you do. You deserve all the good things that you could ever ask for! Whether they are physical things, and emotional way of being, a health condition - you get to ask and decide.
Why do you think that you came here to only learn lessons of suffering? What about the good stuff? If someone invited you to disneyworld and then said that you can’t go on any of the rides, and even worse than that, that someone is going to punch you in the gut every time you wish that you could? Would you still go? The truth is that you are meant to go on all the rides. You are meant to feel the exhilaration and the joy at the speed of the flow, and you are meant to encourage others to join you in this feeling of connection.
Every time you say - it’s not easy out there, or it’s hard, or times are tough, or it’s not like it used to be... you are imposing limits on yourself and what you believe is possible for you. It IS better than it used to be! They burned witches at the stake in the old days! There wasn’t the technology then that there is now.... Energy is moving faster and when it feels ‘hard’ to you it is because you are finding it difficult to keep up. It felt exactly the same in the old days. You have just forgotten that. And it’s only difficult to keep up when you are disconnected. It is an exciting ride from your place of connection."